Corazon Sin Direccion

It’s never the right person.

(via thegraceidonthave)

anniejulissa:

• Independent
• Confident
• Strong
• Reliable

And most of all, as a leader. I’m still waiting for that opportune time to show the best of me.

(Source: thegraceidonthave)

When I think about him, the ginger, I feel off, and unbalanced. Is that weird?

It puts me down so bad. I don’t want to think about him, but you know, its those little things.

I hope I am getting better though. I want to feel nothing but peace when I am “in his atmosphere”.

What’s bad though, is that I don’t want to go to church because I know I won’t pay attention. Rather, i’ll be wondering if he’s looking at me, or if he’s thinking about me. I’m better off if I don’t go, really. I won’t be disrespecting in a sense. It’s not that I don’t love God any less because I don’t go. I just think, if I’m going to church, it should because I want to fill my mind, heart, and soul with the lessons taught. Not fill my mind and fragile heart with stupidities.

I will write it on my crazy emotional blog that no one knows about

My heart still hurts David, and I don’t know how to ignore it like you do. In fact, I don’t know how to get over someone so quickly…

I MISS YOU.

I want to scream, but I keep silent.

I lay on my bed wanting to cry my emotions, I sit there watching the ceiling.

I want to tell him everything, but I can’t anymore.

I sit next to him, making sure I keep my space.

But I can’t see him all the time…

I’m hurting and I hope God gives me the ability to really cry about it

I wish david would say “lets give it another try” Lets make it better. My heart hurts.

My heart really hurts today. I want to text him. I want to even call him. Oh, david. if only you knew how much i missing you right now. I know it’ll pass but this whole day you’ve been on my mind. Only you. I keep going on your facebook page. I keep looking on my twitter feed, just to see what you’re doing. It annoys me as well that you’re hanging out with other girls, when I could be the one being there with you.