Corazon Sin Direccion |
A public diary composed of everything my heart goes through. |
It’s never the right person.
(via thegraceidonthave)
- Independent
- Confident
- Strong
- Reliable
And most of all, as a leader. I’m still waiting for that opportune time to show the best of me.
(Source: thegraceidonthave)
When I think about him, the ginger, I feel off, and unbalanced. Is that weird?
It puts me down so bad. I don’t want to think about him, but you know, its those little things.
I hope I am getting better though. I want to feel nothing but peace when I am “in his atmosphere”.
What’s bad though, is that I don’t want to go to church because I know I won’t pay attention. Rather, i’ll be wondering if he’s looking at me, or if he’s thinking about me. I’m better off if I don’t go, really. I won’t be disrespecting in a sense. It’s not that I don’t love God any less because I don’t go. I just think, if I’m going to church, it should because I want to fill my mind, heart, and soul with the lessons taught. Not fill my mind and fragile heart with stupidities.
I will write it on my crazy emotional blog that no one knows about
My heart still hurts David, and I don’t know how to ignore it like you do. In fact, I don’t know how to get over someone so quickly…
I MISS YOU.
I want to scream, but I keep silent.
I lay on my bed wanting to cry my emotions, I sit there watching the ceiling.
I want to tell him everything, but I can’t anymore.
I sit next to him, making sure I keep my space.
But I can’t see him all the time…
I’m hurting and I hope God gives me the ability to really cry about it
I wish david would say “lets give it another try” Lets make it better. My heart hurts.
My heart really hurts today. I want to text him. I want to even call him. Oh, david. if only you knew how much i missing you right now. I know it’ll pass but this whole day you’ve been on my mind. Only you. I keep going on your facebook page. I keep looking on my twitter feed, just to see what you’re doing. It annoys me as well that you’re hanging out with other girls, when I could be the one being there with you.